surprise, surprise!

she struggled two hours to see a friend
she missed everyone-- homesick.

she's supposed to visit her friend back home
and she received gifts from back home

and from him too
not expected though

a watch.
a lovely watch.

and that shirt that smells so lovely and nice.

she is in love
so much in love!

metal

today, she received a symbol of love from him
she is just so happy that she beamed around, all smile

how he send the ring was a bit risky
but that's how their story started anyway

he sent the metal tied in a lovely card
and she got it wide eyed, like an award

he loves her
she loves him

happy
happy!

Today

She was waken up by that voice
She automatically smiled
Had her heart beat so excitedly

She hang out with him
Until he fall asleep

She stayed home
Talked to her little brother
Was asked to gain 11 lbs

She had a decent meal
Slept
Ate some more

She still feel pain
But she will get over it

She loves and she is so loved as well.

Echo

Two Hours after her work time had due,
She decided to head home.. It's late.

As soon as she stepped out of the door
She started reciting:

I Love You Always & Forever, Ryan Albert Victor Andrada!

She is checking how many times she can say those words.. over and over again!

The words should echo on the walls of her heart and mind.

Droplets of water fall on her as soon as she went open air.
She walked towards the bus stop,
Earphones on
Listening to music

Distractions were so many..
1. She suddenly felt awed by the falling liquid
2. She sang along with the music
3. She look around, to ensure safety

She was beaming with smile
People really don't know
What's on her mind

Such sweet sweet promise.

She will love the man always and forever.

She arrived home safe & sound.


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BTW, she had whispered the promise phrase with conviction for 138 times.

<3<3<3

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I felt shattered each time I see that look in your eyes
It’s blank and I’m not able to pierce through.

I repent the times that I talked too much
Never mind how I hurt you telling this and that
Me and my big mouth
I am so insensitive

I am so helpless.
I need you.

Don’t make me feel madder at myself
I am guilty, I know it

I’m sorry for showing some tears
It’s a great escape not to be blamed
I had sinned, I was mistaken
Forgive me my love

Now I suck on this,
My mind is not working
I should be sane.